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November 24th, 2003

11:02 pm - !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING HATE HOW PROFESSORS CRAM EVERYTHING AT THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO THEY NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT WE ARE HUMANS NOT SOME FUCKING MACHINES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I seriously am not programmed to handle this kind of stress......da fuck is up with this school???? Argh......ok I feel better getting that out of the way. Current Mood: aggravated

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November 14th, 2003

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October 29th, 2003

03:27 pm - MY SORRY ASS ACADEMIC LIFE I fucking hate Microbiology so much! I guess it’s been a while since I’ve taken a biology class and it’s taking a while for me to get accostumed to it. My test is this Friday and I’m been seriously studying for the past two days – the more I study the more I realize how little I know! It’s kind of hard to explain, the material is so basic yet so complicated when you look at it in a global perspective. In addition to that, Biochemistry is tremendously demanding. The fucking professor expects us to read his fucking book every night, master the shit, memorize the structures, and every single minute detail for a fucking “pop” quiz. Once you take the quiz and realize you forgot one trivial detail, you feel like all your efforts was wasted. From your dedication in studying every detail, you learn so much but you somehow can't convey what you know through his stupid ass quizzes. Why are professors so fucking ANAL retentive. I swear to god when I become a professor (if that ever happens) I will seriously torture my students to the point of insanity and get some sadistic pleasure out of it!!!! I have so much shit to do and I’m so behind with work – and it’s not like I’m just sitting around my ass and doing nothing. I’ve been losing so much sleep. MY ACADEMIC LIFE SUCKS! I don’t understand how I was capable of motivating myself to work for 15 hours non-stop back in high school. I can’t seem to do it anymore. FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: aggravated

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September 27th, 2003

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05:48 am - Le parfait Never have I cried so much nor have I been so happy in my life. Chris is beyond perfection. That is all I have to say. Current Mood: loved Current Music: So Into You ~ Tamia

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September 23rd, 2003

02:12 am - Argh! Physical Chemistry is seriously kicking my ass as well as Biochem! Current Mood: aggravated

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September 22nd, 2003

01:35 am - Hurricane Isabel, Picnic, and Bingo Night This weekend was yet another amazing one. Went home Thursday afternoon before the hurricane hit Northern Virginia and Charlottesville. Even at the time I left, the rain was still pretty strong. Chris came over to my house and spent the night. The 50 mph wind kept waking as up throughout the night. At one point there was this loud back and we literally thought the roof was going to fly off but it was this side covering of the house that was being peeled off by the wind. The following day, it was incredibly gorgeous. Chris spontaneous idea of having a picnic in DC. Since I had nothing planned, I gladly said yes to the idea. We went to Giant and bought stuff to make sandwiches, as well as chips and some juice. Thereafter, we headed to the Washington Monument to situate ourselves. Unfortunately, no one else was having a picnic. According to Chris people actually have picnics around that area but I guess people didn't contemplate about having a picnic right after a hurricane. So we decided to go to the big lawn between the White house and the Washington Monument. I have to say, the sandwiches we made were the best sandwiches I ever had in my life. I still can imagine the taste and texture. After eating, we just laid there for a while. Eversince the King's Dominion trip, I've definitely lost a lot of apprehension about publicly expressing my affection for Chris. The feeling is nice, and I love it. Before it was something I never considered doing but with his confidence, I felt so comfortable hugging him and cuddling with him in public. Later that night, we watched "Once A Upon a Time in Mexico" at the Eisenhower Theatre (?). I've never been there before but I definitely liked what I see, the freaking theatre was nice and the seats were elevated. It's definitely better than the Reston Town Center Theatre. On Saturday, Paloma (Chris's friend), Javier (the new soldier in Chris's hospital), Chris and I went to Arundel Mills to eat dinner and shop. Well I didn't buy anything because I couldn't afford anything. Then Chris had this crazy idea (again) of playing Bingo somewhere in Maryland. It was quite entertaining despite the fact that we were probably the youngest of the players there. Most of them were all retired and probably don't even need the prizes, which varied from $300-$1000). Never have I ever in my life played Bingo so seriously. I had so much fun! Unfortunately none of us won anything. After playing Bingo, we discovered that Chris's car was broken into. His stereo system as well as his speakers were stolen. We were surprised that they didn't steal all the clothes that we bought (well of course with my broke ass, I didn't buy anything). Chris actually was calm about the whole situation but he was still upset about it. Now I'm off to do laundry and do some psychobio studying... Current Mood: working

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September 15th, 2003

04:36 pm - Just Random Stuff Today was a pretty good day - except I didn't do so well in my psychobiology quiz. The rabit dissection went well cause I partnered up with Sam instead of this pre-med guy last week who could care less about the brain structures. The idea of pre-med students not caring about what they're learning somewhat bothers me because they are our future doctors...Unfortunately, all my classes are saturated with pre-med students and I have to deal with the competition every time. Yesterday I finally told Houng about my resignation and she took it quite well. Thank god she was very sympathetic towards my situation. But I still think it's going to look bad in my part. I hope Selma, my co-chair, will be fine with the transition. I'm trying to look for my crypto (card that allows me to get into my dorm building). For some reason I always lose that stupid thing. I'm so irresponsible. Current Mood: blank

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01:59 am - Chris's Surprise and Gay Day at King's Dominion This weekend was phenomenal – I basically spent more time with Chris. He arrived Friday night around 10 PM and just hung out at Kevin’s place for a bit. Thereafter, Chris and I went back to my room to call it for the night. Before we went to bed I decided to take a shower and Chris went back to his car to get something. I was kind of confused as to why he needed to go back to his car because I thought we had taken all the stuff he needed for the weekend out of his car. Anyhow, after I finished showering, Chris surprised me with a wrapped box. I was paralyzed because I totally didn’t expect him to get me a present! I didn’t want to open it because I didn’t understand why I deserved such a thing. Chris insisted that I open it – it was a digital audio speaker system! He knew that my boombox was so freaking old and ghetto that even if I left it out in the streets no one would even consider stealing it. Chris is the most awesome boyfriend in the world! On Saturday, Guanqiao, Kevin, Greg, Chris and I went to King's dominion for gay day. It was so nice to be surrounded with a lot of gay people. It felt so comfortable hugging and kissing Chris whenever I wanted. I still have some apprehension about publicly displaying my affection for Chris whenever we’re in Charlottesville. But last night was phenomenal; I truly enjoyed the liberty without the worries of strict criticism. I just can’t wait for the day when I can publicy display my affection without feeling any apprehension or worries. In addition, we highly appreciated the short lines – since the park was mainly reserved for gay people or anyone who supported homosexuals. Who could have thought such a thing could happen – King’s Dominion serving for the benefit of homosexuals. Sometimes I tell myself, it’s the perfect time to be gay. The highlight of the night was the time when Guanqiao screamed like a 6 year old when he rode the Hurler. After we got off, we were all laughing hysterically. NEVER have I ever heard Guanqiao scream with such terror. Not to be sadistic or anything, but it is truly something I would pay to see again. Another memorable portion of the night was when Chris perpetuated the little hand clapping games the elementary school girls use to play. As the night elapsed, we were going ballistic trying to figure out the clapping routines for these games. Chris’s ability to make some trivial things seem so much more exciting, especially at the age where we’re so caught up with more sophisticated and adult matters, is one of MANY things I like about Chris. He definitely has a creative and playful mind – enough creativity to keep even the most bored child highly entertained for hours or even days. If Chris were to have his own kids, he would definitely serve justice as a fatherly figure. In our last hour at King’s Dominion, we were all basically wasting our money away with the games at the arcades. My heart grew warm and my face blushed when Chris kept winning all the stuff animals from the little crane game. At the end, he just gave them all to me. Unfortunately, the weekend is over and I have to go back to my laborious work… Current Mood: awake Current Music: CDs being played in the speaker system my baby gave to me

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